SONGS OF THE WEEK

beberapa hari ini playlistku dipenuhi lagu lagu dari Alan Walkers, Camilla Cabello , Marshmellow dan lain lainnya

actually, semua lagu di playlistku adalah lagu galau hahaha . kalau kita dengarkan baik baik liriknya dari beberapa lagu yang berada dalam playlist hmm they talk about someone who's broken heart. seperti lagu perfect illusion by lady gaga yang menceritakan bahwa dia telah dikhianati oleh cintanya dari liriknya

"It wasn't love, it wasn’t love

It was a perfect illusion (Perfect illusion)

Mistaken for love, it wasn't love

It was a perfect illusion (Perfect illusion)

You were a perfect illusion...."

ada juga dangereously by charlie puth yang menceritakan bagaimana dia harus bersusah payah dalam mencintai seseorang, dia tau bahwa mencitai seseorang itu adalah sesuatu yang nantinya akan menyakitinya tapi dia seolah tidak perduli dan masih terus menerus melakukannya..

"This is gonna hurt but I blame myself first, cause I ignored the truth
Drunk off that love, it fucked my head up, there's no forgetting you
You've awoken me, but you're choking me, I was so obsessed
Gave you all of me, and now honestly I've got nothing left

I loved you dangerously
More than the air that I breathe
Knew we would crash at the speed that we were going
Didn't care if the explosion ruined me
Baby I loved you dangerously
I loved you dangerously..."

and the most favorite song which i shuffle it all day long adalah bad thing by camilla cabelo ft machine gun kelly. this song has a deep story in it which is same as like what i feel hahaha. she love a bad bad bad guy. she doesn't even care whether he abandoned her or leave her. one things that she know, she loves him so much..too much tho.

"Am I out of my head?
Am I out of my mind?
If you only knew the bad things I like
Don't think that I can explain it
What can I say, it's complicated
Don't matter what you say
Don't matter what you do
I only wanna do bad things to you
So good, that you can't explain it
What can I say, it's complicated

I want you forever
Even when we're not together
Scars on my body so I can take you wherever
I want you forever
Even when we're not together
Scars on my body I can look at you whenever
.......

I can't explain it
I love the pain
And I love the way your breath
Numbs me like novacaine
And we are
Always high
Keep it strange
Okay, yeah, I'm insane
But you the same
................."

nggak hanya dari liriknya sebenernya, video clipnya juga menyiratkan cerita yang sama.

gak bermaksut untuk alay sih, tapi memang sensitif sekali ketika aku mendengarkan lagu ini. i can listen it all day untill my tears coming down. i hope he feels the same. i still put so many hopes to you.
if you feel the same thing like mine, please leave comment below and tell me how to handle it

Kesenian Gandrung Banyuwangi

well gaiss,kalau ditanya tentang definisi seni menurut aku. seni itu seperti buku diary dalam bentuk berbeda. tidak tersurat namun tersirat. salah satu kesenian yang lumayan booming di banyuwangi kali ini adalah kesenian tari Gandrung. untuk lebih lanjutnya , kalin baca dulu salah satu tugas sekolah adekku, :)

sudah selesai bacanya? nah jadi gimana menurut kalian? tarian tradisional itu masih kalian anggap kuno atau malah kalian nih kaum muda yang katanya " penerus bangsa" mau melestarikan keunikan dari kesenian tersebut ? dari hasil wawancara diatas kita sudah bisa ambil kesimpulan juga , bahwa di setiap kesenian itu memiliki asal usul yang harus kita jaga agar tidak punah. karena asal usul dari suatu kesenian tersebut (tarian) adalah suatu sejarah yang tidak bisa kita ulang lagi. maka dari itu, mari kita sama sama melestarikan kesenian daerah tersebut terutama untuk masyarakat wilayah Banyuwangi.

Hijab Of The Day

hmm, i'm not ready yet to wear hijab all days. but when wore it, i felt like i will never take it off from my head. the hijab make me a bit feminine, more cute maybe, and more beauty . more over, my mom and aunty wear hijab already. and every i wear my hijab they always praise me, push me to wearing hijab everyday. but, my heart says different. i'm not a good girl that worthy to being a truly muslimah. i must clean my heart first , to being like that. even my friend always said that don't wait until your heart cleaned,because we don't know whether we given an opportunity to change by Allah or not .but, what they said is not change my mind to being like this, yeah just like what i said before. i'm not ready yet. but i love to wearing hijab :) .don't judge me okay .

hijab by zoya

NO-MONEY

moneeeyyyyy... come back to mommy nowww!!
awww lagi tanggal tua nih , butuh asupan dana :"( heuheu

tapi, jadi fakir dana bukan menjadi penghalang kita untuk cuci mata ke mall kan? haha kalo aku sih, punya atau gapunya duit jalan aja ke mall. namanya juga manusia yaaaa apalagi anak kuliahan, dana itu sesuatu yang sensitif wkwk
kadang, belum ada sebulan doku udah abis aja. padahal kitanya ga ngerasa beli apa apa. yaaahh :'( poor me

jadi, untuk ngehibur aku yang lagi kangker akut, biasanya sih aku jalan sendiri gidu ke mall. tapi ini berhubung temen temen juga lagi pada nganggur, aku ajak sekalian deh wkwk lumayan ada temen ngobrol. daaaan kita sama sama lagi tipis kantongnya :')  terharu banget karena kita kompak banget, sampe tipisnya dompet juga kompakan. haha adel, af, aku, sama cendy -untuk mengisi kekosongan- jalan ke matos dehh. nawaitunya sih cuma jalan jalan tapi berhubung kita semua ini laper mata, terpaksa harus beli juga. apalagi kita milih tempat istirahatnya SETRAteGIS banget wkwk. yak dimana??? FOODCOURT meeeennnn. mana tahan yekaaann. punya ga punya doku, kita harus ngeluarin kocek buat beli snack. malu pisan euy kalo di

foodcourt ngga beli apa apa. masa iya cuma duduk sambil ngeliatin orang orang makan dg berbagai menu -_-.

inilah minuman kami ber empat. oke saya tegaskan lagi BER-EMPAAATTT

 

 nah, sekarang aku jelasin arti dari foto yang ada jari jarinya itu. itu bukan sembarang foto, tapi ada filosofinya loooohh. jadi banyaknya jumlah jari = banyaknya uang yang dikeluarkan *dalam ribuan. kalo 4 berarti empat ribu, kalo 5 berarti lima ribu dan kalo satu yaa seribu wkwk. if you know what i mean haha. yangs eribu itu udah jelas akyuu -,-

gak cuma teh racek ukuran jumbo yang bisa kita beli dari hasil patungan, tapi ada juga kulit ayam crispy level dua. taraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......

dalam waktu kurang dari lima mennit, semua makanan serta minuman amblassssss
hahaha. gapapasih , yang penting kan kebersamaannya bukan harganyaaa. kalo kata jessie-J

 "money can not buy our happines "

seneng deh bisa kek gini sama mereka, ini loh yang bikin aku comfort jalan sama mereka. 

love my besties much <3

dan ini wajah kami, para penderita kurang dana

oke sekiaaannn gut naatch

PEE MAK

hello guys, i wanna tell you about a movie from thailand. this's a great movie ever i watch. moreover, mario maurer is the main actor . this is the time to say : whoooooooooooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
the name of this movie is pee mak. pee mak is man name. thailand has a lot of unique name okey :D
the genre of this movie is horror-comedy. thailands horror movie is the scariest in this world but don't worry, for unlike horror movie i'm sure that you'll loved this movie because it will shake your stomach. the movie is not too scary but more joke in there.
it's begin when pee mak (mario maureer) came home from his job as soldier to see his wife and newborn baby with his four friends. many ridiculous things happened when they reached the village. all villagers said to them if Nak ( Davika Hoorne as pee mak wife ) was a ghost. but they didn't believe at first.  after they proved it self they trusted in villagers that Nak is a ghost. they believed it except Pee Mak. his friends tried to warned him if his wife was a ghost but he still didn't believe it. until, one day he knew by his self . but in the end they still live together. how come?  watch the movie first ;)

from this movie i can learn what is the faithful. Nak and Pee Mak love story make me know how to make a good relationship. the truly love can not die even though we are in the different world. " I'm scared of ghost but I'm scared more of living without you " -Pee Mak on Pee Mak Prha Khanong-

enjoy for watching :))

C R I T I C S

all people have the right to be critics. i appreciate it, because i do. but, we must know who are we being criticized and how to solve the problem. being critics without knowing anything about who is she/he is  like talk in the water. nobody hear.

especially for me. i always criticize someone but i don't like criticized by someone who can't tell me how should i am. for example : you said that I'm ugly but you can't tell me how to become not ugly anymore. for me, that's nonsense. i am allows you to criticize about me, as long as you like, but i don't care at all. it sounds like dog barking in back of me. my mom said that the people around us will mocking us even though we stop, walk nor run.:)

So, which one do you prefer? just walk and listening their fucking word ,or run faster to reach your dream and ignore them. the choice in your hand.

 

this is the sentence that make me laugh and motivated me when i'm down "what did you say to the people is not stop me to do what i want. i don't care at all"

WINNER or LOSER?

kemarin malam TL aku penuh banget sama tweet anak smada yang merayakan kemenangan mereka atas basketnya melawan smansa (Banyuwangi). tapi lama lama tweet kemenangan itu berubah jadi cemoohan. Dari kubu smada membuat tweetyang sangat kasar yang menurut aku itu ditujukan untuk anak smansa. nahhh , anak smansanya juga bikin tweet yang ditujukan untuk anak smada. 

dari tweet yang mereka buat aku bisa tau duduk permasalahannya. mereka berdua sama sama tidak mau mengalah karena dari kubu smansa berangapan jika kubu smada terlalu sombong atas kemenangannya, dan dari kubu smada mengatakan bahwa kubu smansa tidak menerima atas kekalahannya. 

hmmm aku tidak bermaksut untuk memihak kepada satu sisi. tapi menurutku, bahasa yang digunakan oleh anak anak smada dari tweet mereka  memperihatkan bahwa mereka adalah kubu yang angkuh, menanggap remeh lawan dan tidak menghormati yang kalah. sedangkan anak anak smansa termakan oleh pancingan emosional dari kubu smada. menurut anak smansa jika mereka diam saja tanpa membela diri mereka akan disebut pecundang oleh sebab itu mereka mengeluarkan kata kata yang tidak kalah kasarnya dengan anak smada. 

peristiwa seperti itulah yang akan terjadi apabila didalam mainset kita hanya ada persaingan, dan persaingan. "doesn't matter if you win or lose . it's all about respect each others isn't it?"

this's an advise for all winner in the world, 

"mocked nor laughed at the losing team are not supposed to do by the winner". as far, that's what i know. night :)"

Quote Of The Day

" we must think twice before do something because the regret always come lately"

MASTER DAY part 2

after JJM we back to the tent and sleep. but, before lay in the tent we waited  others group came and gathered .Because all people were tired , they sleep in the middle of the tent field. included me :D
when all people was gathered the committee ask us to pray to god .and that was mean TIME TO BREAK for me.

when, the girls in my tent slept to take a rest i can't close my eyes although i was really sleepy at the time. then, i decided to wash my face. the game begun at 8 am. there were 8 spot in the way to the top hill which used to JJM last night . and we must finished the game in each spot ,
first spot . we must crawling like a baby with closed eyes from the start line to finish which prepared by committee. we moved if only commanded by leader.

second spot. we must move like what instructure said. when she said "kanan,kiri, maju nor mundur" we move as usual. but when she commanded us and added "CONG"  we move to the wrong way. example : kanan cong ! (we must jump to the left)

third spot . this game same as komunikata. we whispered a sentence from one to others. and the last person, must write it to the paper.

fourth spot moved a ball with closed eyes.

fifth spot. moved a holahop from tali rafia from one hand to others.

sixth spot. we relay race and used some goods. the last person used all goods and walk as good as in catwalk

seventh spot. the wet spot. here, we moved a glass of water from one bucket to another with aqua glasses which was stick in our head. the failed team would be splashed by a bucket of water

eighth spot. at the final spot we must destroy our foe balloons with our legs. so, we hold hand each others and  then ran to broke others team balloons

the games finished at 12 o'clock. after that we taken a rest, pray to god, eat, and also take a bath. we given break time, so we used it for take a nap but there was several team used their time to prepared for inagurasi at night. as usual my team was not great like others. we just showed acoustic, mainstream -___- arggghhhh so ashamed .

in the morning we had a breakfast in the front of tent

 after that, we make a line in the middle of the tent field. we
okeee just it for Master Day, i hope i never join that event again Bcos, it's make my skin darken :/ . i go gome with burned skin , and it's not cool. BYE!

Quote Of The Day

"we dunno about what is hiding inside an oyster, we just guess and hope there is a pearl . like what we want from life drama , we dunno about what God's Secret but we just hope there's a good plan for us."

Quote of the day

"when love stays too long in our heart ,not easy to let it go, even though it's hurt often"

Quote Of the Day

"Your life is like a sea. there are ups and downs. But you must ready for the big wave which would come to you. Because the power of heart, mind, and soul will be tested,  there...."