PIXY MATTE LIP CREAM

hello fellas...

right now , you're reading my review about another lokal product with good quality and also cheap. i'm not beauty blogger, but as a girl who fall in love with make up kit  i prefer to be a lipstick team than eyebrow even i always excited when my brows slaying haha. 

so yesterday i bought 2 lipstick from pixy. i never used this lipstick before, but the shades ... make me fall in love, more over this thing is kind of matte lipstick so what's wrong if i try. so, i bought 2 shades from eleven shades that pixy's have. i got number one called chic-rose and number 10 called sweet choco. i really fond of them, because both of them really suit on my lips. not too bright and not too darker. when i use both of this, my lips looks so natural . the texture is soooo creamy and after you put it on... it will dry fast. it doesn't feel heavy if we compare with purbasari lipstick matte lip cream. pixy has more advantages.... ouh don't worry girl about the price, it's really really cheap. you only take Rp.38.000 for one of them.

this one is chic rose

did you see how cute the package? so girly right?

and this one is sweet chocho

the smell is like chocolate cake , really sweet like i'm gonna eat that. 

this one, when i use sweet chocho

and this is will always be my chic roseeeee

so, which one that suit on my lips? for me? BOOOOOOTTTTHHH. i love this lipstick so muchhhh that i love my guyfriend haha

INNISFREE MASK

holla readers,

in this part, i want to tell you about my review after i use a mask face from korea product.

this is the first time i used a korean product, it's doesn't mean i became a K-Popers haha. my friend suggest me to try this one, and i'm in love in the first sight haha

for workers , refreshing is a difficult things to do. moreover, if refreshing means holiday to you. with full schedule, i think it would be imposible. but for me, refreshing is not always have a trip , just belax in your house and do a face or body treatment is more than enough to refresh your body and mind

kind of treatment that i always did is face treatment. i have an oily skin, that's why i should taking care of it, because when i abandon it my acne will appears. and my skin is sensitive too, so i should selective to decide where the product that suit with my skin.

i ussually use face product from my doctor called Belle Crown as you know it works for my face. but, for the first time i try this product, 

super volcanic pore clay mask from innisfree. so difficult to find it in a store , so i bought it from lazada. with a superios fast shipping and good package , this stuff came to my hand.

my friend , who suggest me to use it told that this mask is made from clay in jeju island Korea. it seen from the texture , not too clay but not too sandy. the smell, not good enough. but i love for the first use because when you use this product, you're gonna feel relax and cool sensation from the clay. and after you wash it, your skin gonna feel chewy and smooth like no acne there. and when you combine with night cream, i make it sure that your cream will seep into your skin prefectly. if you have an oily skin, don't worry ..this mask absorbed the oil from your face and give you a moist skin.  but, sadly the applicator for mask face is not available , so you should use your finger to apply it on your face. it's easy to use, but for the full my face routine , i will tel you in another post. but, for this one... i give 10 from 10 stars before i tr others mask face. it's really recommended

VILLA SOLONG

good morning...good evening....good night everyone

hehe aku tidak tu , apa ditempat kalian sekarang pagi , sore ataukah malam hari... but for me, bukan masalah pukul berapa saat ini , vacation must be on the top of the list to do hahaha

so, i'm gonna tell you

banyuwangi adalah tempat dimana aku dilahirkan. tapi aku mulai berpisah dengan kota tersebut sejak aku kelas 2 SMA, karena aku harus pindah ke malang. sejak itu , aku jarang sekali pulang ke banyuwangi. Dengan kuliah dan kerja part-time yang aku jalani sekarang, mendambah daftar "reasons why i can't go home". ku akui, sejak aku meninggalkan banyuwangi banyak sekali perubahan yang terjadi mulai dari infrastruktur sampai destinasi wisata yang semakin membaik. nah, salah satu destinasi wisata terbaru selain yang pernah aku ceritakan di post sebelumnya adalah VILLA SOLONG. dulunya pantai ini hanya pantai biasa tempat nongkrong anak anak remaja dan warga sekitar. but now? it's really amazing.

pantai yang dulunya biasa saja kini dirubah menjadi tempat menginap yang cukup mewah, dengan villa yang memiliki view pantai paling strategis, kolam renang , restaurant dan semuanya dikemas ala kebudayaan banyuwangi.

pantai solong berada di daerah sukowidi , Banyuwangi. untuk lokasinya berkisar 500 meter dari jalan raya, melewati permukiman penduduk. entrance? untuk biaya masuknya menurut aku lumayan murah, karena hanya membayar Rp 4000,- dan FYI saat itu aku hanya membawa mobil dan 1 teman. sayangnya sata itu semua villa has been booked by someone, sehingga kami tidak diperbolehkan untuk masuk ke dalam villanya. kami hanya diperbolehkan mengambil gambar dari luar villa saja.

my friend told me , kalau di villa solong diwajibkan untuk membeli 1 menu bisa makanan atau minuman, so i did. yaaa jadi ini lagi lagi permainan marketing untuk membuat restorannya laku. sayangnya, harga di restoran itu cukup merogoh kocek ya untuk kami yang hanya berniat nongkrong hehe. untuk harga menunya start from Rp 15.000 daaaaannnnnn TIDAK RECOMMENDED. so, here we go, saya akan memberi tau kalian yang sudah penasaran dengan Villa Solong

heels from details, dress from gelseyroom

SEE? how beautiful is it

dan kolam renang yang aku katakan kepada kalian memang tidak teralu besar tapi cukup bersih, namun sayang kolam renangnya tidak ditutupi dengan atap sehingga jika kita berengan siang hari pasti we will got sunburn.

kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa................. i can't move on from that place......

and thankyou my greatest friend who took my picture :) daaan aku merekomendasikan tempat ini untuk kalian datangi,

FOX HILL

okay, so i'm gonna tell you my short jouney haha

a couple weeks ago, i took a day off from my job . i need a short trip to refresh my self from daily activities. so,  i decided to go to the hill, which is near from my place. the hill called "BUDUG ASU", but in english people called it "FOX HILL". the hill is only on 1400 AMSL, so i think that is really short trip. 

FYI, from my place to the budug asu was not take too much time . only about 45 minutes you can get there. for people who lives in malang city would know about a dictric called lawang which is the district where the budug asu is. before we get there, we should passed the largest tea farm in malang where the parking lot is located . we should pay Rp,15.000 ( fifteen thousand rupias) for a ticket . 

then, from the parking lot to the hill we should WALK!!!! yap walking to the hill take about 1,5 hours if you never stop or take a rest even a while hehe.  the way to get there is not to hard, because almost the way are from solid sand and rocks. but, at the time so many people use a jeep or motor trail to get the hill. sometimes , i might stop and move step aside the road when the really fast vehicle passed me . on the way ,i could see a lot of rubber tree, which is the one of great view there.

see? how great it was

there was two way to get the hill.  the first way only can passed by people  and the second is the way where vehicles passed  . you know , the  first way more challenging than the other, so i choose it. actually no, i choose it bcs that was the faster route and i didn't have money to rent a vehicle hahaha. hiking to the hill needed 45 minutes for me because the land was  sooooooooooo slippery, there was no foothold, and the tilt about 60 degrees , you can imagine how super duper steep it was.

really, i was so exhausted .. but the view? panorama? was so kewl!!!!!!

I FEEL LYK DORA THE EXPLORER

there is a tree house at budug asu which is became a one of beautiful spot for hunting photo by visitors include me haha

soooo, that's all. don't worry if you think you gonna die because starving or dehydrate because on the top of the hill you will find a lil eatery :). LAST
LEMME TAKE A SELFIE :)

sweater from hellowrdbe

SONGS OF THE WEEK

beberapa hari ini playlistku dipenuhi lagu lagu dari Alan Walkers, Camilla Cabello , Marshmellow dan lain lainnya

actually, semua lagu di playlistku adalah lagu galau hahaha . kalau kita dengarkan baik baik liriknya dari beberapa lagu yang berada dalam playlist hmm they talk about someone who's broken heart. seperti lagu perfect illusion by lady gaga yang menceritakan bahwa dia telah dikhianati oleh cintanya dari liriknya

"It wasn't love, it wasn’t love

It was a perfect illusion (Perfect illusion)

Mistaken for love, it wasn't love

It was a perfect illusion (Perfect illusion)

You were a perfect illusion...."

ada juga dangereously by charlie puth yang menceritakan bagaimana dia harus bersusah payah dalam mencintai seseorang, dia tau bahwa mencitai seseorang itu adalah sesuatu yang nantinya akan menyakitinya tapi dia seolah tidak perduli dan masih terus menerus melakukannya..

"This is gonna hurt but I blame myself first, cause I ignored the truth
Drunk off that love, it fucked my head up, there's no forgetting you
You've awoken me, but you're choking me, I was so obsessed
Gave you all of me, and now honestly I've got nothing left

I loved you dangerously
More than the air that I breathe
Knew we would crash at the speed that we were going
Didn't care if the explosion ruined me
Baby I loved you dangerously
I loved you dangerously..."

and the most favorite song which i shuffle it all day long adalah bad thing by camilla cabelo ft machine gun kelly. this song has a deep story in it which is same as like what i feel hahaha. she love a bad bad bad guy. she doesn't even care whether he abandoned her or leave her. one things that she know, she loves him so much..too much tho.

"Am I out of my head?
Am I out of my mind?
If you only knew the bad things I like
Don't think that I can explain it
What can I say, it's complicated
Don't matter what you say
Don't matter what you do
I only wanna do bad things to you
So good, that you can't explain it
What can I say, it's complicated

I want you forever
Even when we're not together
Scars on my body so I can take you wherever
I want you forever
Even when we're not together
Scars on my body I can look at you whenever
.......

I can't explain it
I love the pain
And I love the way your breath
Numbs me like novacaine
And we are
Always high
Keep it strange
Okay, yeah, I'm insane
But you the same
................."

nggak hanya dari liriknya sebenernya, video clipnya juga menyiratkan cerita yang sama.

gak bermaksut untuk alay sih, tapi memang sensitif sekali ketika aku mendengarkan lagu ini. i can listen it all day untill my tears coming down. i hope he feels the same. i still put so many hopes to you.
if you feel the same thing like mine, please leave comment below and tell me how to handle it

WORK

hello fellas...

di post sebelumnya, i told you that i got a job at one of restaurant in Malang city . aku sudah mulai bekerja sejak aku liburan semester 4 ,ya sekitar 2 tahun yang lalu, Pada awalnya hanya iseng karena kupikir lumayan untuk menambah uang saku. Tapi aku tidak menyangka bisa jadi seperti ini. awalnya aku hanya seorang kasir biasa, and nooowwww i got a promotion as supervisor . that's awesome............. indeed , i'm proud of my self. i don't mind to selfish but from this job "even just a part time job" i can prove my self if i'am the one who is success learning how to a professional in a job. kalian harus menggaris bawahi kata kata LEARNING, jadi sampai sekarangpun aku masih belajar untuk menjadi profesional dengan memberikan kemampuan terbaik versi ku. if i still do something wrong, i tryna fix it by ask my senior in the office. 

i'll tell you a bit about my job right now. me as supervisor cashier and customer service have a responsibility to handle all women employees , khususnya kasir dan customer service. we make a rules and SOP (Standart Operational Procedur) which is useful to make them job easier to do. i try to fix the old system to make them job better than before. i also have a responsibility to increase the quality of cashier and customer service. 

ME AND THEM AT RAPAT DIVISI MINGGUAN

Kalau kalian bilang kerja menjadi supervisor itu mudah karena cuma duduk duduk saja, yaa bisa sih aku bilang kalian salah. karena menurutku memang hampir semua orang menganggap pekerjaan mereka paling sulit dan pekerjaan orang lain itu lebih mudah . sampai pada suatu saat nanti mereka merasakan sendiri pekerjaan orang lain baru mereka akan berkata "oh iya iya...susah ternyata pekerjaan orang lain, lebih mudah pekerjaanku" which is kalau kata pepatah RUMPUT TETANGGA MEMANG LEBIH HIJAU DIBANDING RUMPUT DIHALAMAN SENDIRI. so, i can't decide whether my job is easy or difficult because absolutely i'll say hard because i did it everyday and i feel the pain , the presure, the yang gaenak gaenak lah pokoknya hahah

but, everytime i met them. all problems like...puf....... disappear 

 

keep strong guys, me is nothing without you all.  

HAIR ROUTINE

well come back again with me. kali ini aku gak akan menceritakan tentang kehidupanku hehe , as commercial break i will tell you about my hair routine. seperti yang kalian tau, akhir akhir ini aku gemar mewarnai rambutku. as you know, buat siapapun yang mewarnai rambutnya berarti dia harus ikhlas rambutnya menjadi rusak . aku gak bisa menjaelaskan secara detail atau secara sains kenapa rambut sehat yang diwarnai bisa rusak . yang jelas sesuai dengan pengalamanku, sebelum diwarna supaya pewarnanya masuk , rambut kita harus di bleaching dulu. Dan proses bleaching itulah yang membuat rambut kita jadi kering dan rusaaaak banget. so, for keep my hair healthy aku harus melakukan perawatn yang intensif untuk rambutku. tapi... kalau aku sering sering perawatan  ke salon  sudah jelas itu akan merogoh kocek yang sangat sangat dalam haha. untuk itulah aku melakukan perawatan sendiri di rumah, well , here we go...

FIRST

sebelumnya seperti biasa aku keramas 2 hari sekali karena rambutku cenderung berminyak dan lepek kalau terlalu lama dibawah paparan matahari. Dulu, aku pikir dengan keramas setiap hari akan membuat rambut kita sehat ternyata menurut beberapa orang itu malah akan merusak rambut kamu, terutama untuk rambut berwarna , keramas setiap hari malah membuat warnanya cepat luntur dan kembali ke warna bleaching. that's why i seldom wash my hair. Shampo yang sering aku gunakan setiap kali keramas adalah DOVE.

aku sering menggunakan bermacam macam variannya, mulai dari anti dandruff,  black and shine. nourish oil care , etc. entah kenapa aku cocok banget pakai shampo milik dove. karena selain membuat rambutku wangi, vitamin/kandungan lain yang terdapat pada Dove benar benar membuat rambutku 2 kali lebih lembut dari sebelumnya. tapi akhir akhir ini aku mencoba shampoo lain, bukan maksutku untuk berpindah kelain hati hehehe tapi ini pure karena aku hanya ingin mencoba shampoo merek lain. dan shampoo yang aku coba adalah NATUR

sedikit review tentang nature. the smell is so good, tidak terlalu berlebihan. tapi tidak terlalu menempel dirambut, dan karena aku menggunakn yang gingseng which is untuk memperkuat rambut maka setelah menggunakan natur rambut aku menjadi sedikit kasar hehe tapi more strong than before. rambut rontoknya pun berkurang meskipun rambutku harus kusut setelah bangun tidur hehe but i still suggest you to use Dove untuk pencegahan rambut rusak and keep it healthy.

SECOND

setelah keramas mungkin kalian berfikir aku akan menggunakan conditioner, but it's the biggest NO. karena seperti yang aku bilang di awal rambutku cenderung berminyak dan  lepek , jadi kalau aku menggunakan conditioner , rambutku memang akan semakin lembut tapi juga semakin mudah berminyak, lepek dan itu menyebabkan k e t o m b e. untuk itu setelah keramas, dan supaya rambutku lebih wangi serta lembut aku menggunakan ZWITZAL BABY HAIR LOTION

selain membuat rambutku menjadi lebih wangi dan lembut, it's refreshing my scalp. untuk beberapa orang mungkin ini yang di sebut toner, jadi aku menuangkan sedikit ke kulit kepalaku lalu memijatnya secara perlahan. sangat menenangkan ketika aku menggunakan baby hair lotion. the smell is sooooo amazing, jika dilihat dari ingredients nya, kandungan aloevera, kemiri dan seledri yang membantu pertumbuhan rambut (which is rambutku lama banget tumbuhnya karena reaksi bahan kimia dari bleaching), dan membantu kulit kepala dari kekeringan, memberikan nutrisi pada rambut dan memberikan keharuman yang tahan lama. i swear, i addicted with this stuff. aku sudah menggunakannya untuk botol yang ke 4 hahah. and sometimes, aku menggunakannya ketika cuaca sedikit panas dan rambutku kering, bahkan aku menggunakannya sebagai splash cologne... 

THIRD

untuk detail gambarnya  akan kalian lihat dibawah, so, i use loreal extraordinary oil agar rambutku nampak bersinar, tetap lembut dan sehat. and that alllllll right. it works on me, setelah menggunakan hair lotion dan menunggu rambutku setangah kering, aku mengaplikasikan l'oreal ke rambutku. BUT, satu yang perlu kalian perhatikan bahwa untuk jenis rambut berminyak seperti ku maka JANGAN SAMPAI TERKENA KULIT KEPALA , karena itu akan membuat rambut makin makin makin berminyak dan lepek. so i use it on my hair shaft. i use it for heat protector too, which is before i use hairdryer.

i got it from another blog. sbelumnya aku minta maaf karena kualitas gambar yang buruk jadi aku harus mengambil gambar dari internet supaya kalian jelas untuk melihat detail produk yang aku gunakan. hehe

ada beberapa catatan dari aku buat ngerawat rambut kalian

1. jangan terlalu sering menggunakan hairdryer untuk mengeringkan rambut, bisa pakai kipas angin aku sekedar di handuki (tapi jangan digosok) kemudian dibiarkan mengering dengan sendirinya. lama sih memang, tapi itu gak bakalan membuat rambut kamu jadi rusak

2. gunakan sisir yang tepat, kalau rambut kusut jangan menggunkaan sisir yang rapat 

jadi, just it.... 3 steps and products yang aku lakukan untuk merawat rambut aku. semoga ini membantu kalian yang memiliki permasalahan rambut yang sama denganku. hope you enjoooyyy :) god blessed.....

LOVE , LIFE, WORK

hai, it's been a long time ..

setelah sekian lama disibukkan oleh kerja kuliah kerja kuliah

Akhirnya ada waktu senggang juga untuk kembali menulis. Iya.. butuh waktu yang sangat lama untuk menyempatkan waktu menulis lagi disini, itung - itung refreshing kali ya hehe. sebenarnya banyak yang mau aku ceritakan , detailnya akan aku bahas satu persatu di post selanjutnya ya. Disini aku akan menceritakan tentang gambaran umum dari perubahan perubahan baik besar maupun kecil yang terjadi di kehidupanku. Hampir semua berubah, mulai dari pekerjaan, percintaan sampai perkuliahan. Tapi ada satu yang tidak akan pernah berubah, 

AKU. kehidupanku boleh saja berubah tapi aku, tetaplah seorang gadis yang sama. seorang gadis yang masih berusaha untuk menutupi segala kekurangannya, kesedihannya dengan caranya sendiri. seorang gadis yang masih sering berpura pura tidak apa apa di depan orang. seorang gadis yang diam diam merencanakan sesuatu untuk diwujudkan di masa mendatang. seorang gadis yang masih belum bisa mewujudkan mimpinya. seorang gadis yang masih meraba tentang siapa dirinya sebenarnya. Galau? nooo aku sedang tidak dalam masa galau saat ini, justru sebaliknya. Hanya saja ada stau hal yang masih mengganjal menurutku. Apa itu, ntah akaupun tidak tahu. so, let's we find out ...

LIve Your Life

 

sweater by hardware, t shirt by gaudi

 

you know , this's the hardest time in my life.  i live in another city. far from my mommy, far from my family. it force me to be an independent girl. i think, enough to make my mom worried about me nor bothered her because of me. so i try to live my life in my way. therefore,  i decided to take a part time job. 

time to time has past, it feel hard at the first time but now i'm enjoy it. i love my job and my life now. i don't care with other people say about me. they don't know nothing about me. so, please judge me as you like people :) i'm okay. 

well, i'll tell you about my job. i work in a restaurant as cashier, i meet so many people with different character. it's make me know how to deal with them and make me learn how to be more patient hihi. it's running since 7 month ago. as the contract that i take, every 6 month i'll get promotion or additional salary. well, it's happen. i can buy some goods with my own money, i can buy a cellphone for my sister also with my money. that's make me really really proud of my self. here is, i'll show you my second family 

don't be shock after seeing my pictures, because i'm the only one girl between so many boys. yah... cashier must be girl, but the waiters must be boy.

sometimes, when i feel tired,  i think about my mom and feel my spirit back. i'm the older sister in my family, i should be a good lead for my sister and my mom. i will never disappoint them. so if you have a story like mine, just do with your own way. don't be afraid to try. your mistake would not ruin anything but your fear will crushed you

HIJAB of THE DAY

i try'na wearing hijab by my self. haha you know that when i was junior high school i used hijab everyday at school, but now i don't . so i try to wear hijab as good as the past, but i'm failed. i'm forget how to wear hijab neatly. so, here we go. you judge me !

please kindly to leave your comment or critic. btw, i'm not using hijab for permanently i just try to wearing hijab again. i know that a muslim girl must to wear hijab , but i'm not ready yet. it could be someday. thankyou

BATU BENGKUNG

Wohoo

hellauw readers..it's been one month after my last post. sorry, because i'm too lazyyy to write hehe

so, today i want to tell you about my last weekend, which is i spent at the beach with my friends. actually, we never plan it, just a lil chit chat and there we go....

spend your holiday to refresh your body and mind is really important. because your brain need to rest for a while . so, i decided to went to the one of beautiful beach at malang . it's called BATU BENGKUNG . i dunno what bengkung means, something that i only know is there a lot of  huge coral at there. then, something that interested me was a rows of coral which crush the wave. it becomes a shoreline which separated the sea and the beach. and the wave that crushed, spilled the sea water to the inside the place that looks like a pool which made by shoreline. it's cool when you see the sea water came out from the coral gap.

beside the shoreline , dinar asked me to get the cliff . the view at there was really awesome than before. tho, the road is very very very dangereous, because it was full of sharp coral and slippery road . but the scenery... hmmm it can't describe by words. just look at the picture

the beach still has a awesomeness , it's perfect to spend your weekend or just photo hunting. but poorly, the beautiful scenery like that, must be destroyed by some trash like paper and plastic bag :( . just advise for visitor, if y'all bring so many snack just bring the plastic back with you or put into a trash can. don't turn it become a dirty place , it's too perfect to be a place like that. because, some tourism object become dirty and bad after so many people visited and just left a lot of trash. just don't....

AND WHEN THE CAMERA ON....GIRLS BE LIKE....

LOVE MY GIRL TO THE MOON AND BACK AND MOON AGAIN AND BACK AGAIN......