quote of the day

"CINTA BOLEH GOBLOK JANGAN"

SONGS OF THE WEEK

beberapa hari ini playlistku dipenuhi lagu lagu dari Alan Walkers, Camilla Cabello , Marshmellow dan lain lainnya

actually, semua lagu di playlistku adalah lagu galau hahaha . kalau kita dengarkan baik baik liriknya dari beberapa lagu yang berada dalam playlist hmm they talk about someone who's broken heart. seperti lagu perfect illusion by lady gaga yang menceritakan bahwa dia telah dikhianati oleh cintanya dari liriknya

"It wasn't love, it wasn’t love

It was a perfect illusion (Perfect illusion)

Mistaken for love, it wasn't love

It was a perfect illusion (Perfect illusion)

You were a perfect illusion...."

ada juga dangereously by charlie puth yang menceritakan bagaimana dia harus bersusah payah dalam mencintai seseorang, dia tau bahwa mencitai seseorang itu adalah sesuatu yang nantinya akan menyakitinya tapi dia seolah tidak perduli dan masih terus menerus melakukannya..

"This is gonna hurt but I blame myself first, cause I ignored the truth
Drunk off that love, it fucked my head up, there's no forgetting you
You've awoken me, but you're choking me, I was so obsessed
Gave you all of me, and now honestly I've got nothing left

I loved you dangerously
More than the air that I breathe
Knew we would crash at the speed that we were going
Didn't care if the explosion ruined me
Baby I loved you dangerously
I loved you dangerously..."

and the most favorite song which i shuffle it all day long adalah bad thing by camilla cabelo ft machine gun kelly. this song has a deep story in it which is same as like what i feel hahaha. she love a bad bad bad guy. she doesn't even care whether he abandoned her or leave her. one things that she know, she loves him so much..too much tho.

"Am I out of my head?
Am I out of my mind?
If you only knew the bad things I like
Don't think that I can explain it
What can I say, it's complicated
Don't matter what you say
Don't matter what you do
I only wanna do bad things to you
So good, that you can't explain it
What can I say, it's complicated

I want you forever
Even when we're not together
Scars on my body so I can take you wherever
I want you forever
Even when we're not together
Scars on my body I can look at you whenever
.......

I can't explain it
I love the pain
And I love the way your breath
Numbs me like novacaine
And we are
Always high
Keep it strange
Okay, yeah, I'm insane
But you the same
................."

nggak hanya dari liriknya sebenernya, video clipnya juga menyiratkan cerita yang sama.

gak bermaksut untuk alay sih, tapi memang sensitif sekali ketika aku mendengarkan lagu ini. i can listen it all day untill my tears coming down. i hope he feels the same. i still put so many hopes to you.
if you feel the same thing like mine, please leave comment below and tell me how to handle it

WORK

hello fellas...

di post sebelumnya, i told you that i got a job at one of restaurant in Malang city . aku sudah mulai bekerja sejak aku liburan semester 4 ,ya sekitar 2 tahun yang lalu, Pada awalnya hanya iseng karena kupikir lumayan untuk menambah uang saku. Tapi aku tidak menyangka bisa jadi seperti ini. awalnya aku hanya seorang kasir biasa, and nooowwww i got a promotion as supervisor . that's awesome............. indeed , i'm proud of my self. i don't mind to selfish but from this job "even just a part time job" i can prove my self if i'am the one who is success learning how to a professional in a job. kalian harus menggaris bawahi kata kata LEARNING, jadi sampai sekarangpun aku masih belajar untuk menjadi profesional dengan memberikan kemampuan terbaik versi ku. if i still do something wrong, i tryna fix it by ask my senior in the office. 

i'll tell you a bit about my job right now. me as supervisor cashier and customer service have a responsibility to handle all women employees , khususnya kasir dan customer service. we make a rules and SOP (Standart Operational Procedur) which is useful to make them job easier to do. i try to fix the old system to make them job better than before. i also have a responsibility to increase the quality of cashier and customer service. 

ME AND THEM AT RAPAT DIVISI MINGGUAN

Kalau kalian bilang kerja menjadi supervisor itu mudah karena cuma duduk duduk saja, yaa bisa sih aku bilang kalian salah. karena menurutku memang hampir semua orang menganggap pekerjaan mereka paling sulit dan pekerjaan orang lain itu lebih mudah . sampai pada suatu saat nanti mereka merasakan sendiri pekerjaan orang lain baru mereka akan berkata "oh iya iya...susah ternyata pekerjaan orang lain, lebih mudah pekerjaanku" which is kalau kata pepatah RUMPUT TETANGGA MEMANG LEBIH HIJAU DIBANDING RUMPUT DIHALAMAN SENDIRI. so, i can't decide whether my job is easy or difficult because absolutely i'll say hard because i did it everyday and i feel the pain , the presure, the yang gaenak gaenak lah pokoknya hahah

but, everytime i met them. all problems like...puf....... disappear 

 

keep strong guys, me is nothing without you all.