The LOST dream

aku,

pernah punya mimpi
but i broke it

aku,
pernah mencintai mimpiku
and i still do it 

aku,

memperjuangkan
i do anything that made it come true

i give anything that i have for it

even though some people curse me, judge me, mock me

pernah sekali,

i broken it

but i tried to fixed and succeed 

now......

after all mistakes that i did

my dream wont come back

it gone
my tears can't make it change

now.....

anything  is useless

 mimpiku meninggalkanku

mimpiku mengabaikanku

mimpiku tidak akan pernah kembali

mimpiku .............................................................................................

no more beautiful dream

no more rainbow in the dream

gloomy!! gloomy!!

aku

tenggelam dalam derasnya angan angan yang mulai pergi

i am stop to dreaming

aku berhenti memimpikan

aku berhenti berharap untuk diimpikan

.................

Valentine Eruption!!

hai.
how about your valentine guys? do you get many chocolate from your boy/girl friend? hmm that's will be sweeties moment huh.
poor me, i didn't get anything, no red rose nor chocolate. haha
beside , i don't believe in valentine , in my religion (moslem) held a valentine day is forbidden because they said that valentine just for Yehudi.but i think, all people in the world held a valentine every day.

basically, valentine is the day when we show our love to our beloved people right? and every day, every minute all people do that. such as, love mother to her kids. our love to our friend. that's enough to show our love. and without realize we already do valentine days.

and now we know that there are many country held a war, so for what we celebrate valentine days if in out-there so many people  slander and kill each others. it's useless .but it will not be like that if valentine days could make them in peace. make all people in  the world loving each others. how? i dunno haha

at the same time,our family in Indonesia fight to save them life when many people celebrated valentine days.that was because Kelud Mountain squashed a material from it to spot around until radius 100 kilometers. the mountain eruption in 11.49 PM and destroyed many village . the city surround it got the affect like dust rain, sand rain, also hot weather. in my twitter timeline someone said that the victims need more mask because they couldn't breath . if they breathed they would be killed because the air contaminated with sulfur and silicon. i worried about my grand father's family in Blitar. sure, them house got an affect from Kelud Mountain because Blitar is the one of city that near from Kelud Mountain. i dunno whether they ran to the safe place or stayed at home, because they didn't give a news. 

in the television they said that Kelud Mountain erupted 45 days in 1927, how about now? i think it will be worst than before. because in 2007 it could not squash the lava just because the material that came out in 1927 frozen and crossed the way out. i can not do anything benefit except collect some money from my friend for the victims. i hope it will over as soon as super duper possible. god bless us. amien!